call russ while having sex with a hot babe.

another thing to add to the list of things i need to do before i die.

cant even see straight right now.. yeah i know its a tuesday night .. dont judge me.

sup girl

Don't worry, he couldn't rape you if he tried.

hahaha ouch.

That's our B-ryon! *cheesy end credit theme plays*

haha shit.

I dont know how i seem to be able type so clearly when im that drunk, every time.

i'm not drunk but mississippi muscadine wine is the shit.

Eekamouse was sick yesterday. I was way bummed when Mystic roots didn't play mystic roots songs. I should of brought more weed.

Wtf?? I got some bags of rum!

had my very first "wop party" (or it might be whop) experience tonight. got drunk, called the drunk bus, told them the wrong address, walked home in the pouring rain and here i am. i typed that all correctly. go me!


wuddup new page!

You're still a champ.

i got really drunk last nigght. the girl i was with got drunker and blaack guys got all over her.

can't go wrong with everclear and cut up fruit in a rubbermaid container.

What is a whop party?

Hey Mark, want some opium? http://psychoactiveherbs.com/catalog/index.php?cPath=170

Saturday night I went to Atlantic City and got to drink at this pretty sick vodka bar called Red Square**, inside the Tropicana. The dad of the kid I was staying with owns a steel company or something baller like that, and has a personal locker filled with different vodkas at the bar. My friend gives this smoking hot hostest his last name and tells her we want to take some shots at the ice bar. Off to the side of the main bar was a cylindrical room about 10 feet in diameter, that was wall to wall lockers filled with bottles of liquor from every big corporation you could imagine (Coca-Cola was to the left and Red Bull was to the right). Oh, I forgot to mention that the room was kept at a subzero temperature to keep all of the vodka cold, so we only stayed in there for about ten minutes before grabbing half a handle of goose to take to a table. The shot glasses in the room were made out of ice, so that was pretty interesting too. They gave us a bucket of ice, a few carafes of cranberry juice, sprite, and tonic for mixers, and we basically just sat there and had people come over to us. So many hot girls were in there and our other friends arrived probably a half hour later, so my friend brough out another bottle for the table, and like the ball in the stands, we were going balls out. Eventually people wandered off to either take a girl to their room or to go gamble, so we ended up taking a cab back with a few girls to my friends penthouse in Ventnor (10 minutes down the coast from AC) and partied until 6am. I ended up with this 25 year old girl from NYC, but it was only a short make out session until we passed out. His parents werent down the shore, so we all slept late til noon, went out to lunch with them and said farewell. I exchanged numbers with the girl (Sarah, for those curious) but she lives in NYC, so I highly doubt Ill see her again, unless we run into each other in AC.

**The first few minutes inside of this bar had me wondering why they had all the communist crap on the walls. Seriously, the wallpaper in the bathroom was the old USSR symbol and there were portraits of Lenin everywhere. I guess I was already sort of drunk so it took me awhile to realize Red Square...Moscow...Communist Rallies...so yeah, I was a bit slow on that. It was really cool looking inside too, very sleek looking place. These are the only good pictures I could find online


The thing on the left was the freezing liquor locker room. The thing in the middle is a communist.


Homely proletariat woman

They had an ice bar inside too but flickr inst letting me post pictures that I found on their site. Assholes.

Shit yeah dude, if it's legit.

I thought you had an opiate problem?

got eim !!

i guess it varies but usually it's just a buncha cut up fruit soaked in everclear or vodka. some people drink the everclear, but at the party i was at i was handed a bowl of fruit and was told to eat. i think "whop" is supposed to stand for something, but i didn't get around to figuring that out.

it's basically a party of death.

A wop here consists of 5-6 liters of Everclear, cut up fruit/flavorings, all mixed in a tub or rubbermaid container. You drink the wop, get shitfaced, and then suck on the fruit to get the rest of the alcohol out.

EDIT: An easy way to a empty a liter of everclear in under ten seconds is to turn the bottle over and get a good tornado going on the inside of the bottle.

Holy crap Mike. That tip about emptying a bottle of Everclear by turning it over is amazing!

So yeah, remind me never to go to a "wop party". Thanks.

Not a big fan of Italians eh? I figured as much.

Hey! I know!

*low five*

I used to. And it was mostly like, pills. Opiods. Whatever the fuck you wanna call them. Except for one slip, I'll have been clean for 2 years in October. But fuck man, if I can find some legit opium that sure as fuck isn't gonna stop me from trying it out. I just can't let myself get into the old swing of things I used to be in. I was doing it pretty much every day which really fucked me up.

Don't delude yourself. You use opium again and you re-open that door. God dammit Mark don't be so fucking stupid.

Dude, I reopened the door about a year ago by snorting an 80 and shut the door just as fast as I opened it. My biggest problem is handling my problems head on instead of just finding comfort in drugs. And yeah, I can see what you mean, but people also say, "If you smoke weed/drink it'll lead you right back to opiates." I smoke every so often and drink about once a week and it never leads me back to opiates. I've also heard, "The only way to sobriety is through the 12 steps, I've never seen anyone stay clean without them." Like I said, it's been 2 years and besides that one slip I haven't had any desire to go back to it. Sure, I have cravings and shit, but I've been offered 80s and 30s and the like and have simply turned them down. It isn't hard, it's just a decision that I have to make. Granted I am still on Suboxone, but I take it very rarely to control cravings, just like they're prescribed for. I don't quite know where I'm going with this, but I'm just saying that if I do manage to EVER find opium, I'd at least like to try it, because since I've started using drugs when I was like 16, I've never once came across it, and that one time will probably be the only time I ever get some.

smoked pot last night and went to some bro show. it was kind of fun because there were tons of hot babes everywhere.

who the fuck says wop, we call that PJ.

We call it fruit thats sat in everclear for a bit..
I don't know if we've ever had a party in celebration of it.

people who drink a lot.

wop daego greaseball motherfuckers.

I'd rather just add some juice to the mix and make it jungle.

I still wait the days til i can try the reccomended carbonated fruit.

Holy fucking shit.

I tried that iDoser program on my computer today, and I tried HeroinQH just now, and listened to wavering beats through my awesome in-ear headphones for 10 minutes... While I was listening I felt a serious rush of euphoria, I started to get the opiate-itch and began joyously scratching while my limbs grew really really heavy and oddly enough, had some CEVs. SO weird.

I haven't touched I-doser in months. Can you up that HeroinQH or direct me towards it?

i bought the acidQH a long time ago, but i regretted it, seeing as it did nothing, just like the other doses out there. did you buy the heroinqh or download it? i want to try the other ones to see if they do anything. i really want to know if you can manipulate your brain like that with two tones and some white/pink noise.

IDoser doesn't work, at all, it's all placebo.

SCOTT TEXT ME TOMORROW

Edit: By tomorrow I mean today, but later on ya know

Yeah i downloaded that idoser shit and listened for like 30 minutes, stood the fuck up and said this is gay why did i waste my time.

the idea of binaural beats is a real thing. pumping alpha, beta, delta, etc., waves into your ears has been proven to provide different types of stimulation. the theory behind it is actually really interesting.
as for idoser, in terms of it being a audio "drug", that shits a placebo. drugs themselves obviously affect different receptors completely and do totally different things, and even though your brain is the central hub of your body, changing the "frequency" its on will not make you feel like you just smoked meth or dropped acid. the fact that there is truth in the binaural beats aspect is what makes me want to try the other ones.

its funny reading the forum on idoser and seeing "WTF WHY DOESNT IT WORK" or "OMG IM SOOOO FUCKED UP FROM HAND OF GODDDD!!!!!!!" all over the place.

the idea of extenze is a real thing. pumping herbs, minerals, vitamins etc., compounds into your stomach has been proven to provide different types of stimulation. the theory behind it is actually really interesting.
as for enzyte, in terms of it being a penis "enlarger", that shits a placebo. drugs themselves obviously affect different receptors completely and do totally different things, and even though your brain is the central hub of your body, changing the "size" its on will not make you feel like you just fucked whores or got your dick sucked. the fact that there is truth in the yohimbe extract aspect is what makes me want to try the other ones.

its funny reading the forum on enzyte and seeing "WTF WHY DOESNT IT WORK" or "OMG IM SOOOO LARGE UP FROM HAND OF GODDDD!!!!!!!" all over the place.

that was a little strange.

the idea of big macs is a real thing. pumping big macs, french fries, shakes etc., foods into your stomach has been proven to provide different types of stimulation. the theory behind it is actually really interesting.
as for mcdonalds, in terms of it being a stomach "enlarger", that shits a placebo. big macs themselves obviously affect different receptors completely and do totally different things, and even though your brain is the central hub of your body, changing the "size" its on will not make you feel like you just did 100 push ups or got your stomach pumped. the fact that there is truth in the big mac aspect is what makes me want to try the other ones.

its funny reading the forum on mcdonalds and seeing "WTF WHY DOESNT IT WORK" or "OMG IM SOOOO LARGE UP FROM HAND OF GODDDD!!!!!!!" all over the place.

that was a little strange.

the idea of a message board is a real thing. pumping witty, sarcastic, ironic, etc., posts onto the forums has been proven to provide different types of stimulation. the theory behind it is actually really interesting.
as for the saosin board, in terms of it being a gathering of "humans", that shits a placebo. the posters themselves obviously affect different receptors completely and do totally different things, and even though this board is the central hub of the internet, changing the "humor" on it will not make you feel like you're having fun here or just dropped acid. the fact that there is truth in the message boards aspect is what makes me want to try the other ones.

its funny reading the forum and seeing "WTF WHY DOESNT IT WORK" or "OMG IM SOOOO FUCKED UP FROM HAND OF RUSSSSS!!!!!!!" all over the place.

I don't have the patience to listen to droaning beats to feel as if I've done the drugs that are probably cheaper than the audio files